illusion!

The toughest job I selected..don't take it literally;I am telling about a role..to find myself!!It seems to be the toughest role I have ever played.Life is another name of a span searching for its own meaning?? confused?? ;)

Time pays a lot..indeed a lot!I am getting confused and even more puzzled. Words make me puzzled always. Sometimes I feel that the smartest way of expression is confusion;creating a shell within you..the more you will try to break the shell the more you will get confused!

Philosophies apart! Lets dig down into reality.
"Can you please remove the wreaths?
They are hurting me!
Let a solitary,masterly, majestic
stroke of fire make me forget..
The agony of my flowers"

I am not a poet,sometimes I do feel like the reverse though! Poets are escapist.The most precious thing in this world is peace..rest.We,the human beings are probably by nature against restlessness.
Again comes the word 'confusion'..if we are against restlessness then why do we work? Does work signify restlessness? I don't think so..

I don't want you to remove those wreaths as I had never got the opportunity to be with them..never ever in my life. Does that mean I am a loser??

Still I don't want misuse of flowers.Flowers are made for love..peace.Who ever didn't want love??Yup! I am fond of love...let it be fake;who cares??

Life is nothing but a unknown language..its complex if its interpreter interprets in a complex way. So..its the way we interprets that is responsible for our vision. Confused again??

"The agony of my flowers"..is the flowers mine at all?? How can one be so boastful about his achievements???Flowers tell lies..they are compelled to do so..but no one hurts them..are they(flowers) feeling tired for being used for lies for decades after decades?? Don't know..I have never asked them! I don't know what can be the agony of flowers..its misuse? wrong use? what else??

I am not an orator..I am not a leader.For me the best leader is that person who can lead himself.But why so? Perhaps its because of the fact that leaders create confusion!

"Charity begins at home.." so as politics.Are not we all politicians? What is politics?Is this all about convincing others and misleading others???Thats a big question of debate.. I am not fond of that too!

Deceptive??Am I? Are not we all?? Oops!!I failed the break the shell of mine!!!!!!:(

Unish Kuri Sesh..

Ekush perie baish a pa dilam.Ashtadoshir khoje(:P) lolzzz!! na.. ar teenager ami na..ei blog ta te amar anekgulo lekha upload kora baki..all about my feelings in teen days.1ta natun jinis likhlam..illusion..janina valo lagbe kina..aj kaler modhye hoyto upload korbo..reply must!